Earlier ytd and earlier today...

Yesterday

Went to Siti house for the Hari Raya celebration which she invited W15J. Hot and sunny trip to her house which is also in Yishun (convenient).

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Her house is damn nice.

The moment we enter the house, Kubbon attacked the grapes at the instant and

said,"eh this one got seed or not?!"

Sat down somewhere snacking and watched "Shutter".

Somewhat funny but having the tiniest bit of feeling scary

(never watched it before but somehow can predict what'll happen next)

Some of them got shocked while watcing certain horror scenes.. Jazlyn almost choked while eating at the same time as watching..-.-

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Soon, we had laksa for lunch! woo hoo!

The bean sprouts, cockles, Tao Pok, Fish cake and sprig onions (is that called this way?) are being stored into various containers on a assorted tray.

With the curry in the middle ^^

It tasted so good and it wasn't too spicy at all.. Kubbon and I had bowls of it. Good job to Siti and her mum. ^^

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Next, we had dessert. Ice cream in glass with kit-kat as topping. Woot. Tasted so good and the appropriate dessert to accompany with the weather. Surprisingly, we get to eat that twice.

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Shaik and Jerome reached her house 1 or 2 hours after we've reached. But waited for so damn long for Benji-mon. He arrived 5 mins before me departure from Siti house for another friend's house for his birthday party.

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Departed from Siti house, set off for Kang Lun's house at Bendemeer. Took 857 and that bumpy long ride really made me to doze off. When i've reached Bendemeer, went to the block and took the lift up. Upon reaching, so damn many people are at the corridor. Surprisingly all the neighbours around are not bothered by it. I step out of the lift, everyone turned and look at me.

Stunned down there, thinking what happened. Stood rooted there, waved and said,"err..Hi?"

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Rather bored. i went there, Isaac and the others haven't arrived. Loads of people i didn't know..

I just took some food, ate and sat down in the living room, watching TV.

Soon, the others arrived.

Christel and her BF, Bryan, followed by Felicia, Irving and Isaac. We sat down around a table and talked

As per usual, nothing much for me to talk about so rather boring..

To sum it up for the Birthday party, i wasn't having great time but bored there.

In the end, set off for home sweet home.

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Step into my house, so damn freaking tired for the whole day's schedule. Bathed then went online on msn.

Was about to play my online game when the overnight-chat started, initiated by Raynor

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I was rather surprised that he look up for me to help which i thought everything's smooth and the best for him. Had some "Man-to-Man" talk.

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He was troubled over an issue (mainly about communication problems)

which somehow and somewhat i was pulled into

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(I intend to keep it CONFIDENTIAL for the Welfare of those who are involved)

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We chatted and I "listened" to what he have to say. Then try to aid him in certain areas.

Many things have already impacted me and was soon to be over but somehow i was being pulled into this matter.

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It's like as though i'm walking along a concrete path, halfway through, my leg's stucked in a newly formed of concrete slab which it haven't been hardened.

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I'm really lost and do not know exactly what happened. Therefore i'm not much of a help for him.

Certain issues I've already guessed all out and it happened to have 95% match to what i've guessed and expected.

Certain parts are surprising and disappointing

To be honest, I trusted him. But, i've yet to know a lot more. Therefore there are parts which i didn't quite believe it but i just gotta take it as a fact for the moment.

There are also parts which are heart-breaking. In terms of personal issues and friendship issues.

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BUT I'M FINE STILL.

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We chatted all the way till 3.10am. He have work the next day which is today, Sunday, therefore he had to sign off.

I told him the last few sentence and i hope he remembers (modified),

"Take a step whch you are approved and acknowledged for. If you stay in the same level as the other person, confusion may arouse due to different perspective and expectations, which may hurt someone on the way. Regardless between the 2 or the ones around them. Take the step and keep moving so that the other one can carry on walking in his pace, with his life. If you ever falls back, just get up again nd carry on moving ahead of the person who is still walking at the back. If you can't do it, have the other person to help you up or in the most intense circumstances, pass the baton or walk together down and not stop."