Hello~It's been awhile since i've last posted anything around here. How are YOU ppl doing? Woah... 10 weeks just past within a single flick of my finger, 8 weeks of studies and 2 weeks of holidays. So many things happened throughout these weeks though..
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I haven't been contacting the Regency for quite some time... We seems to have drifted away in the many people that we've started to get to know from RP..
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In Class, what's great is my new group of friends within.. Somehow this particular group had became I.C.T. :) Proudly set-up by my friends, Kelvin a.k.a. Kubbon, Benjamin a.k.a. Benji AND I. We are a crazy group though..hehe..
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Some stuffs that happened throughout the weeks are some misunderstandings and some other craps. One such, is that at the starti wasn't in good terms with my Water polo captain just because of some equipment and item incident.. Then at the initial start i thought just because he wasn't in good terms with the lifesaving/swimming team, he made big fuss out of this incident and scolded a load off me.. Rather pissed.. It was only until The aquatic camp then i got a good view of what's happening. Indeed. The RP lifesaving team really sucks (referring to the seniors. The juniors are okay). Hee..
Furthermore, they actually TRIED to say that Sports Eagle Lifesaving Team, which is my lifesaving team out there (unknown to them), saying that the team got their swimmers by paying them to help them swim and get medals, besides, advertising in other words. I got a whole lot pissed and I had them shot by my words right in the face. Jeez. Inhumane lot.
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Lifesaving..Haiz...Why must your open water training starts after my precious holidays... Man i miss the waves... It just gotta take place when i am around in school, stuck up in some urban new building somewhere on an island, an area in the world, not near to any source of the sea out there.. (besides senoko area..-.-)
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I began missing the girl i like more and more and more ever than ever and ever and ever and ever.. She's not online in my msn these days..or should i say weeks or months? I sent her friendster comments invail with no replys even friendster messages. I sent her sms, no reply. I called her, dear old mailbox answered me. I wonder how she's doing now? She's having O level Exams this year.. Hope she's coping well.. Ah.. You peeps remembered about the necklace i bought for her birthday? I'm really glad to hear from my friend who recently met her, and he told me that she wore the necklace. Jeez. i didn't know she accepted it..
I'M GRATEFUL! T.T
(It just sounds as though she has been wearing it for quite some time all along. ~.~ 1st 10,000 tonnes off my shoulders. I mean it's like she was seen wearing the necklace even on days which are so plain and normal, without the thought that she gonna just put it aside and let it stain or leave it till special occasions. Great in the sense that she wears it wherever she go)
My dear old friend told me that he talked to her.. just then, she actually asked about ME. Asking how and where was I, she haven't met me for long.. (T'was wondering whether she did still spare a thought for me.. but due to the current situation, i find it hard to be convinced by this friend according to what he told me about what she said..)
I MISS HER ALRIGHT? i wanna see her too.. just that dear old school's got it's academic schedule clashed with my training..
(End of school-4.30pm; Reach home get my swim stuff-5.30; Reach pool-6.30pm or later)
^~1 hr each trip~^
Oh darn great. Hope she can get into the college she wanted. For the future, let Nature Takes Its Course.
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Nowadays, i somehow feel stressed, tired and somehow, my mind, soul and heart are in a whirred status and i felt very very... you know.. Sometimes just feeling like screaming all out to relieve what's in me. But something just feels being trapped in me.. It's dying to unleash itself out of me.. i WISH and HOPE it is something good and extraordinary. But at the same time, i felt something was lost within me, it feels as though something's missing.
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The Dark side which sleeps within me with control from the Peace side, actually unleashed part of it and went back to me again today. And that is rage. I actually got so hot-up that my temper just snap itself at the point where it reach it's limit like a rubber band. I actually ticked my mom off. I felt very very VERY guilty afterwards.. Feel like apologizing but i was just fighting for my rights.. Haiz..All about being defensive...
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Once again, look up for my friendster for more details about me
Search "Jonger" and you'll get just ONE single result and.. VOILA. that's me. Hah! Easy isn't it?
For msn, Message me your friendster messages and i will give a reply as soon as possible
(i check my friendster everyday. no worries.)
