Past-Present-Future

Ah. Yoz. Updates of the late and the latest. LOL
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Ah receiving some nice medals these few months. Gold for 50m back and silver for 50m breaststroke in the Intra-constituency meet. And recently, inter-constituency, Bronze for 50m backstroke, silver for Free relay (could've been gold (1st leg of free)) and lastly, gold for I.M. relay (i'm in the 1st leg of backstroke). The free relay was damn fun. I paced with some COE guy ( i won him abit but in the end, he won me by a touch)
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nice match anyways. but the free relay was a total mess up for the officials. There's a DQ in the winning team and they didn't notice it. Then in the end, my team ended up 2nd for the event, losing out by a few seconds from the champ team.
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It have been a wonderful time during the inter-constituency match. being back with my old friends and seeing the grown-up "chilli padis" of the past. ah. they have changed a lot. indeed. Surprisingly, i met someone whom i've not seen for years. I do not know when did she return to SG from CN, besides, she's living somewhere around Yishun too! but i dunno where (dun care anyways). anyway, she changed alot. doens't look like a chinese from china too.
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I met the Croatia and the Italian Waterpolo teams. dammit. they are just like giants! Freakishly tall. got the shock, hell out of ma-life. the tallest guy can reach up to the ceiling of the corridor outside my classroom, and the tallest lady in the ladies team is taller than me by at least.. by a head and shoulder? shortest is only the same height as me.. My friends had the swimmer, Michael Phelps and the rest of the swimmers in the US team's signature. his whole yellow pool buoy is being marked by the lot of signatures. *envy*
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Life in RP, as per usual. These days have been stressful, both mental and physically. Almost fell sick for the second time during the weekends. My birthday in the past few weeks, 26th july, have been a great day for me. For the first time hanging out and celebrating with my buddies. and i'm very glad to meet someone, a gal, new friend (for the moment or maybe friend foreva only...). haha anyways, it's been quite fun just by hanging around a particular area in the town.
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I'm trying to get back to swimming, for frequent training and reach my peak once again. I wanted to aim for the youth olympics (as what 2 coaches of mine are hoping me to aim for it). but too bad, the 3 of us are rather W-O-L-S. the limit for YOG is 18 the max. and by the time for it, i'm alr 19.. So sad... T.T really really sad. i guess just have to aim for the actual real one.. =X. Seriously, i've thought of it before. hee hee. THink about it. if others can do it, why can't i? all of us are humans too. there's no such thing as i can't qualify for olympics as them. it's jus the matter of time. but apparently, there's no time for me to wait anymore as i'm full fledge 17 already.
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Well well.. my dear crush. She tried calling me before. 3 missed calls made. they were made when i was sleeping with my handphone charged in the living room. i tried calling her the next day. but, she never answered. no replys from calls nor SMSes. dunno wadda hell's going on. I hope i can meet her up some day and get every thing cleared once and for all. But maybe she's busy with her O level. But i believe she have time for freedom and relax like late at nite, weekends or public holidays. but she didn't reply during the time i called back the next day after she made those missed calls (it was during the june hols). So i guess her ignorance is just too much, so i guess i have to cut down on bothering about her. I'm not going to give up on her even though it may seems tiring and trying to tempt me to let go of her. At she should clarify with me, at most, we'd just end as normal friends.
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To let everyone know, i'm still carrying on with my life, heading forward. Swimming, Sleep, Study, Supreme results and snacking being my priorities now ^^ The Ss. without her, i may feel empty or i've lost something. but it is not going to obstruct my to achieving my current target and goals. Even though she may be important. Let's just let nature takes it's course, let the river flow and run. let the wind rush through the meadows.

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Another lousy day. Hard to believe eh? My chance to coach the swimmers in Toa Payoh have been busted at the last minute by the management. What's worst, *haiz* long story..
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Initially, i was being informed to help assist my coach in coaching the swimmers in their training. To think that tuesday is my Water Polo day, but i had to pass it due to the fact of the clash of schedules, so i plan not to enter the waters of the pools at all. Besides, to use the excess time to study for my UT. So as a result, i did not bring my trunks along but just with my usual school stuffs and a National T-Shirt. UNFORTUNATELY, the coaching session for me had been cancelled because of the management, who found a substitute for the moment to take in-charge.
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So, since i'm unable to go for my coaching, i had no other choice but to go for polo. But i didn't have my trunks with me.. I just had to inform my Water Polo Seniors still. But guess what kind of SMSes reply they gave me? "Don't give stupid excuses", "don't give weird excuses just because you didn't bring your trunks". I mean like for F*** i would wanna bluff you about it? It's the fact and it's the truth that i can't attend training for the day. But yet, they still force me to attend training and to wear of the spare trunks that myh seniors had. But based on common sense, i can't fit in them! They are too big for me.. Despite HATING THEM FOR THAT TO THE CORE AND FOREVER MORE, i just had to Super Rush all the way back home from school and back to Toa Payoh just for that training. Freaking tired. I'm starting to hate my Water Polo seniors again. They are just Unreasonable! Bloody hell. But at least there are only 1 or 2 senior in there who understand the situation and are willing to listen to me (THANKS ALOT!). Also to thank my Classmates, the I.C.T. members who listened to me and stood up for me in the indirect way.. =X.. ROFLOLMAO.. Thanks anyways.
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But i'm a person who fight for my Rights till the very end no matter what..=X. The war have not been ended till the seniors understand through and through, maybe even apologize to me because of the disrespect to their fellow Polo members, being unreasonable and also because of the F***ing cocky comments and lecture on me without understanding the situation i'm in..

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I made 2 new friends, Cassandra and Rebecca! Nice People... In fact, nice ladies. haha.. I mean like i'm happy i have such friends..

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I've received a Silver Medal from 4 x 50m Obstacle relay from a lifesaving competition held on saturday! Jeez. I came in Fourth in super lifesaver...T.T almost bronze.. The top 3s are older than me..T.T.. Haha.. I'm surprised to see the two ladies, Cass and Rebecca.. But they left so early.. LOL.. i miss my friends so easily.. Hee.. (But i still miss one gal alot more!>< (stress) hope she's doing alrite..)

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Hey guys..I'm back..

Hello~It's been awhile since i've last posted anything around here. How are YOU ppl doing? Woah... 10 weeks just past within a single flick of my finger, 8 weeks of studies and 2 weeks of holidays. So many things happened throughout these weeks though..

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I haven't been contacting the Regency for quite some time... We seems to have drifted away in the many people that we've started to get to know from RP..

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In Class, what's great is my new group of friends within.. Somehow this particular group had became I.C.T. :) Proudly set-up by my friends, Kelvin a.k.a. Kubbon, Benjamin a.k.a. Benji AND I. We are a crazy group though..hehe..

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Some stuffs that happened throughout the weeks are some misunderstandings and some other craps. One such, is that at the starti wasn't in good terms with my Water polo captain just because of some equipment and item incident.. Then at the initial start i thought just because he wasn't in good terms with the lifesaving/swimming team, he made big fuss out of this incident and scolded a load off me.. Rather pissed.. It was only until The aquatic camp then i got a good view of what's happening. Indeed. The RP lifesaving team really sucks (referring to the seniors. The juniors are okay). Hee..

Furthermore, they actually TRIED to say that Sports Eagle Lifesaving Team, which is my lifesaving team out there (unknown to them), saying that the team got their swimmers by paying them to help them swim and get medals, besides, advertising in other words. I got a whole lot pissed and I had them shot by my words right in the face. Jeez. Inhumane lot.

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Lifesaving..Haiz...Why must your open water training starts after my precious holidays... Man i miss the waves... It just gotta take place when i am around in school, stuck up in some urban new building somewhere on an island, an area in the world, not near to any source of the sea out there.. (besides senoko area..-.-)

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I began missing the girl i like more and more and more ever than ever and ever and ever and ever.. She's not online in my msn these days..or should i say weeks or months? I sent her friendster comments invail with no replys even friendster messages. I sent her sms, no reply. I called her, dear old mailbox answered me. I wonder how she's doing now? She's having O level Exams this year.. Hope she's coping well.. Ah.. You peeps remembered about the necklace i bought for her birthday? I'm really glad to hear from my friend who recently met her, and he told me that she wore the necklace. Jeez. i didn't know she accepted it..

I'M GRATEFUL! T.T

(It just sounds as though she has been wearing it for quite some time all along. ~.~ 1st 10,000 tonnes off my shoulders. I mean it's like she was seen wearing the necklace even on days which are so plain and normal, without the thought that she gonna just put it aside and let it stain or leave it till special occasions. Great in the sense that she wears it wherever she go)

My dear old friend told me that he talked to her.. just then, she actually asked about ME. Asking how and where was I, she haven't met me for long.. (T'was wondering whether she did still spare a thought for me.. but due to the current situation, i find it hard to be convinced by this friend according to what he told me about what she said..)

I MISS HER ALRIGHT? i wanna see her too.. just that dear old school's got it's academic schedule clashed with my training..

(End of school-4.30pm; Reach home get my swim stuff-5.30; Reach pool-6.30pm or later)

^~1 hr each trip~^

Oh darn great. Hope she can get into the college she wanted. For the future, let Nature Takes Its Course.

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Nowadays, i somehow feel stressed, tired and somehow, my mind, soul and heart are in a whirred status and i felt very very... you know.. Sometimes just feeling like screaming all out to relieve what's in me. But something just feels being trapped in me.. It's dying to unleash itself out of me.. i WISH and HOPE it is something good and extraordinary. But at the same time, i felt something was lost within me, it feels as though something's missing.

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The Dark side which sleeps within me with control from the Peace side, actually unleashed part of it and went back to me again today. And that is rage. I actually got so hot-up that my temper just snap itself at the point where it reach it's limit like a rubber band. I actually ticked my mom off. I felt very very VERY guilty afterwards.. Feel like apologizing but i was just fighting for my rights.. Haiz..All about being defensive...

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